in a lot of other areas in life, I would probably be considered borderline-OCD. most of the time I look like I have my act together. there are certain things I have to do everyday, in a specific order. however, in the wake of these two weeks of exams, my room has suffered big time. this picture was taken about 3 or 4 days ago, and this morning I wish my room was as clean as it was then. **yikes** there is a pile of clothes and hangers on my trunk; the pile of books on that chair keeps growing; and for some reason there is a pile of bags and headbands and hats right there in front of my printer... and let's not even begin with my desk... the truth is, I'm a mess. the first thing to go when I have a crazy busy schedule is my room. the funny/ironic thing about that is it stresses me out to have a messy room because I'm less organized when I should be more organized. I actually don't think there is a clear surface on any of my bookshelves, my desk, bed-side table, or trunk. however, there is no time to worry about it... and sometimes it's good to have a little mess in life. it reminds me that I don't have my crap together all the time. it reminds me that I'm normal. it reminds me that there are messy parts in life & sometimes it's ok to live with a little mess temporarily. it's not gonna kill me. so here's to breathing a little, two more exams, and embracing the mess. happy monday, homies.
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